I am 7 months pregnant and my husband is so mean to me that it is giving me anxiety attacks. My husband treats me like garbage and I don’t understand why. I take care of him, keep a clean house, have a degree, am about to have a baby boy which he has always wanted, and have been told I am very attractive. I love him with all my heart, tell him that every day, but have thought about leaving because it has gotten so bad.
This is my husband’s third marriage, and I understand why! Both of his marriages were short lived (less than 3 years), and he is barely 40 years old! I have thought about leaving but financially do not have the money to leave; my teacher’s pay is not enough to cover a single person’s basic expenses (rent, food, gas, utilities). I want to work this out. I have told my husband I was going to leave before, but he blocks the door so I can’t. I have had three miscarriages and an ovarian tumor within the last year and do not want anything to happen to our little boy.
I have asked him to go to counseling, but he refuses. He has been in the military for many years and thinks counseling is "bull sh**." We have only been married a year. He yells at me, puts me down for the way I look (and this was also before I was pregnant), and barely tells me that he loves me. He forced me to live in a house he had from a previous marriage and did not allow me to put it on the market until 7 months into our marriage. It still hasn’t sold (nationwide mortgage crisis), and he is actually mad at me because it hasn’t sold yet. (And the house was never mine to begin with!!! It was another woman’s!)
Any advice? Have any military wives (or civilian wives) went through this?
I have no family and no one I can stay with. My husband knows this, which is why he always says, "Where are you going to go?…"
Men can also weigh in on this issue too. Thank you all for your support.

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